FrUsTrAteD!

OK my level of frustration has just reached an ALL-TIME HIGH today. I just feel like the list of things to do keeps getting longer no matter what I do. It doesn't matter how much i clean, organize, pack, re-pack, throw away or keep I still have more crap to do. It's just too much. There's just too much to do and I'm to the point where I'm just like "Forget it...whatever. Just get me on the plane."

This whole endeavor has gone from somewhat exciting to a royal pain in the you-know-what in a matter of like a day. I'm so sick of looking at lists and looking at the volunteer handbook or the welcome book or the PST packet or whatever other pile of paper I've been given. If there's something that i need for this trip and I don't have it by now, then oh well. Too bad. Because my patience and my energy are gone and I'm done. Just get me to the airport so we can just get this over with. I'm so sick of waiting/preparing let's just get this started already! Geeeeez!